The Noresoup Jukebox

oh dear Ruby  its this world and then you and then me courage has a face courage is you when you knew you wouldn't stay not so much with him more so with that version of you she was kind full of love she was you, she was you but no longer Ruby no longer perhaps amethyst perhaps hues  different colours in different light but what matters is the sun shines on you you as someone new you as Ruby no longer  you who now understands what it means to be cruel to have conquered humiliation and pain and to stand up to life with all your might and to be stubborn and assert that you will love and be kind despite to shed your skin to be grateful for the warmth it gave to know it is no longer what you need you as bell tower,  lighthouse  muse you as strength personified you as my pillar you,  living your truth.

happiness is in the knowing for lucy for lucy who's seen it all the sun may set more vibrantly tomorrow  but with every sunrise, the setting must follow knowing means preparing for what may come and when they will go knowing is the philosopher's stone knowing is cherishing before you lose it all. suffering is the baseline for lucy for lucy who's lived through it all and if the suffering persists so do the pockets that carry warm bliss, unexpected joy that one falls into - knowing or unknowing only putting faith in the way of the world for even if suffering lasts a lifetime  so will death come and soothe it all.