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Descend to Compliancy

 SONG:  Billie Eilish - Getting Older An internal battle An insufferable screech The piercing cries of my own plead A fight I keep initiating Taking faults so naturally Conditioned to be the cause Burnt to bits and lying soulless like something massacred Yet the fear of a life yet to be lived perusing my past coldly And the bitterness eats at me; hardens my soul How long How long How long Till what I do is right? Tears were shed but never the shame  Whatever trace of life clinging to my bone An indicator of my worth and the worth of my years My decaying eyes and ears that held hope and love once For the stories told, but most, for the people listening All the souls that heard and agreed The empaths that lent an ear and yet somehow forgot And out falls the feeling they got that now determines what I am Better yet, who I am - but to them Whatever the witchery of misunderstanding brewed up in their mindless heads Now an ever-rotting image of me that they carry What could I p...