The Noresoup Jukebox

Alice Phoebe Lou - How to Get Out of Love tell me, how to be easier to love and how to have softer expressions --- countenance and words. how to smile and make it pretty how to be easier on myself  and what it means to do otherwise have no clue why everyone tells me to be selfish when all that I have are defenses  against the very love I desire. teach me, how to be a better daughter and what it means to be happy to walk into church a fairly renewed person in spirit and in mind and to talk to God like I believe that the words spoken are doing more than echoing  against my wooden ceiling. allow me, to step on your foot a few hundred times before I find my rhythm no bone in me can carry a tune. but if all you can offer is silent audience, reserved judgement and love, then, that might be the only thing my busy mind cannot outwit. and, well, apologies for the emotional avalanche it is no job of yours to unravel these knotted concerns all in chaotic disarray. I suppose we can s...

Runs in the family - The Roches falling short, again from the prescribed way of being, having much to do with my time though only pertaining to the mundane. house rules tend to quiet down right after church night services holy is the silence and holier is the quarrelling mouths at rest. midnight hours spent  trying to keep the trains of thought at bay. it is not enough to be educated or to feel that there is more to life; purpose knocking on my window daring my frail arms to fly. blessings are still in place yet yes, it is so very true. for the other night, I was surprised white auspicious car outside and Mordechai asking me to join the drive. and it reminded me of father I no longer know. and all the times I sat passenger while trouble outside threatened to grow. and the tiny heart settling,  growing thicker and stronger as to leave the car as someone better feeling safer and secure.  gratitude to the love now lost and gratitude to love found elsewhere. even more so, for...